I'm sorry you feel deflated Meg, from the application process to the academy it's kind of a roller coaster isn't it, I imagine I will be like you when (staying positive haha) when! my new line manager calls, re: medical. I'm curious about it but not worried as I'm pretty healthy altho have cut out my evening glass of wine and comfort foods (cheese lol) lost half a stone!! Which could be due to nerves/waiting. I totally understand how you feel, it's like dangling a carrot
You're in, you've passed and this is just a formality
you'll be fine.. I keep on saying "choo choo" and telling anyone that'll listen that I'm going to be on the trains soon.. my son thinks I'll be on Thomas the tank
so keep your chin up, seeing the doc' obviously means they want you so they're going to the trouble of seeking further advice, if it was anything they didn't want I'm sure they would have advised you and moved on. Don't worry
hard I know when you want it that bad 
You're in, you've passed and this is just a formality
you'll be fine.. I keep on saying "choo choo" and telling anyone that'll listen that I'm going to be on the trains soon.. my son thinks I'll be on Thomas the tank
hard I know when you want it that bad 
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