Hello everyone.
On Monday I made one the most stupid decisions of my life by trying to going through a barrier at Sutton station in zone 5 of south london with another person. I did have the money on my oyster to pay for the journey and have an annual travelcard for zones 1-4 but its probably better explained below....
This is NOT something I have done before and am so ashamed and terrified of receiving a criminal record for my actions that I feel I had to seek some help with this matter, and I came across your forum which has been a great help. I understand from the officer that took my statement that I will be sent a copy of it in the post and hopefully given the oppotunity to reply with a written statement of my own. It hasnt arrived as of yet, but I was hoping to send the following letter which explains the whole incident truthfully and would really appreciate it if any of you could let me know if it seems a sincere enough response.
thank you all so much
To Whom This May Concern
On October 21st 2013, I began my journey at New Malden Station. I travelled on South West Trains to Wimbledon, where I left the station to meet my brother and then returned to Wimbledon station around 30minutes later. On my return to the station I found the ticket barriers open. Owning an annual zone 1-4 season ticket I did not feel the need to tap into the system and continued to catch the First Capital Connect service to Sutton station. It was only on arriving at Sutton station that I realised I was outside the zone boundary allowed on my travel card. Despite knowing I had £5 of pre-pay credit on my Oyster card, I was aware that having not tapped my Oyster card in at Wimbledon, I was liable for a penalty fare by touching out in Sutton. Of course with rational hinds sight I have no doubt that approaching the ticket office or gate inspector and explaining my situation or simply accepting my fault and receiving the penalty fare from the ticket gate, would have been the correct and mature approach, however instead I chose to deliberately try and manipulate the system, avoiding my fare, by passing through the barriers with another unsuspecting ticket holder.
For this I am deeply regretful, not only because of the consequences on myself that have since been made aware to me by my childish actions, but also because of the sheer lack respect I have shown to the officers and rail network which I rely on daily. Furthermore I fully admit that after I was asked to give a statement by the officer at the scene, I gave a false account of the proceedings saying I had accidentally gone through the barrier with another person thinking the system had scanned my Oyster card. This disgraceful action is perhaps even more shameful, but I went into a panicked state at the sight of so many police at the scene, and was terrified of being arrested. I hope you can understand this.
Since the time of the incident I have been suffering with terrible anxiety and guilt. I purchased an annual travel card because I consider myself a responsible adult, working and living in London, yet clearly this incident has demonstrated that I have not earned the right to call myself such. I feel deeply ashamed by my actions, and furthermore sincerely apologetic to both the rail network, and especially the officer who took my statement.
I fully understand that there are going to be consequences for my actions, and that simply saying how sorry I am is not enough, but if I were to receive a criminal record it would destroy my future and possibly loose me my job. I know I am certainly in no position to be asking for anything, but if there was anyway this situation could be settled out of court through a fine, or by whatever means you were to deem necessary, not only would you have my forever gratitude but my promise that I would never ever try to avoid a fare on any transport network again.
Once again I can only offer my deepest apologies and assurances that this will never happen again.
Sincerely
my name
On Monday I made one the most stupid decisions of my life by trying to going through a barrier at Sutton station in zone 5 of south london with another person. I did have the money on my oyster to pay for the journey and have an annual travelcard for zones 1-4 but its probably better explained below....
This is NOT something I have done before and am so ashamed and terrified of receiving a criminal record for my actions that I feel I had to seek some help with this matter, and I came across your forum which has been a great help. I understand from the officer that took my statement that I will be sent a copy of it in the post and hopefully given the oppotunity to reply with a written statement of my own. It hasnt arrived as of yet, but I was hoping to send the following letter which explains the whole incident truthfully and would really appreciate it if any of you could let me know if it seems a sincere enough response.
thank you all so much
To Whom This May Concern
On October 21st 2013, I began my journey at New Malden Station. I travelled on South West Trains to Wimbledon, where I left the station to meet my brother and then returned to Wimbledon station around 30minutes later. On my return to the station I found the ticket barriers open. Owning an annual zone 1-4 season ticket I did not feel the need to tap into the system and continued to catch the First Capital Connect service to Sutton station. It was only on arriving at Sutton station that I realised I was outside the zone boundary allowed on my travel card. Despite knowing I had £5 of pre-pay credit on my Oyster card, I was aware that having not tapped my Oyster card in at Wimbledon, I was liable for a penalty fare by touching out in Sutton. Of course with rational hinds sight I have no doubt that approaching the ticket office or gate inspector and explaining my situation or simply accepting my fault and receiving the penalty fare from the ticket gate, would have been the correct and mature approach, however instead I chose to deliberately try and manipulate the system, avoiding my fare, by passing through the barriers with another unsuspecting ticket holder.
For this I am deeply regretful, not only because of the consequences on myself that have since been made aware to me by my childish actions, but also because of the sheer lack respect I have shown to the officers and rail network which I rely on daily. Furthermore I fully admit that after I was asked to give a statement by the officer at the scene, I gave a false account of the proceedings saying I had accidentally gone through the barrier with another person thinking the system had scanned my Oyster card. This disgraceful action is perhaps even more shameful, but I went into a panicked state at the sight of so many police at the scene, and was terrified of being arrested. I hope you can understand this.
Since the time of the incident I have been suffering with terrible anxiety and guilt. I purchased an annual travel card because I consider myself a responsible adult, working and living in London, yet clearly this incident has demonstrated that I have not earned the right to call myself such. I feel deeply ashamed by my actions, and furthermore sincerely apologetic to both the rail network, and especially the officer who took my statement.
I fully understand that there are going to be consequences for my actions, and that simply saying how sorry I am is not enough, but if I were to receive a criminal record it would destroy my future and possibly loose me my job. I know I am certainly in no position to be asking for anything, but if there was anyway this situation could be settled out of court through a fine, or by whatever means you were to deem necessary, not only would you have my forever gratitude but my promise that I would never ever try to avoid a fare on any transport network again.
Once again I can only offer my deepest apologies and assurances that this will never happen again.
Sincerely
my name
