I've been trying for the last 5 years to become a trainee train driver and everytime I get rejected or get told that I'm not what they are looking for. I just don't get it and what gets me is that I can't recieve any feed back and I can't go and pay for a course or a get a licence off my own back. Can someone help me out here or give me some insight why? I dont want to start going down that route of, is it because I'm not a women? Or my ethnic background? Ive got friends and family in the railway and they've helped me out all they can and now it's getting to the point even they can't give me a answer why.