Ivo
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I'll get straight to the point because if I write for too long I'm going to start crying. I can feel it already.
Remember this post I wrote? It was a long story of how things went wrong and the like in my life in years gone by. However I thought I was clear of it - and have shown as much over the last nine or so months.
But over the last 72 hours everything has gone horribly wrong.
There are two reasons for this...
[1] Linking back to this post from last April, I sometimes go through periods of having dreams relating to my PTSD-esque time at and after High School. I had two on both Friday night and Saturday night - the most frequent I have had since literally five weeks after I left home.
[2] Speaking of April, linking back to the post I linked to in the first paragraph in this thread, I saw the very girl today (for the first time since the episode I referred to)! In Bath! At my University! I've checked every source available; her Facebook indicates she is here (I can tell it's her from the High School), and there is a girl with her exact name on our e-mail database! It can't have not been her!
Combine this with an incident on my School Placement last time out (when I recited the same story to the Support Worker I have on Placement, only to realise it was the 8th of February - the day in question) and I know something is going to go wrong...
Sorry to be a nuisance or similar, but I don't know what to do - and worse, I have to assignments this week, one of which is a presentation!
The other thing is that I have a New Year's Resolution to defend - but having seen April again, it will be much harder to maintain.
Remember this post I wrote? It was a long story of how things went wrong and the like in my life in years gone by. However I thought I was clear of it - and have shown as much over the last nine or so months.
But over the last 72 hours everything has gone horribly wrong.
There are two reasons for this...
[1] Linking back to this post from last April, I sometimes go through periods of having dreams relating to my PTSD-esque time at and after High School. I had two on both Friday night and Saturday night - the most frequent I have had since literally five weeks after I left home.
[2] Speaking of April, linking back to the post I linked to in the first paragraph in this thread, I saw the very girl today (for the first time since the episode I referred to)! In Bath! At my University! I've checked every source available; her Facebook indicates she is here (I can tell it's her from the High School), and there is a girl with her exact name on our e-mail database! It can't have not been her!
Combine this with an incident on my School Placement last time out (when I recited the same story to the Support Worker I have on Placement, only to realise it was the 8th of February - the day in question) and I know something is going to go wrong...
Sorry to be a nuisance or similar, but I don't know what to do - and worse, I have to assignments this week, one of which is a presentation!
The other thing is that I have a New Year's Resolution to defend - but having seen April again, it will be much harder to maintain.